Friday, October 1, 2010

New Blog Link

After giving some thoughts, I decided to tell you guys my new blog link.
So checked it out ;)

http://petrified-fountain-of-thoughts.blogspot.com

Friday, September 24, 2010

I MOVED.

I moved my blog.
This blog would remains.
Wanna start anew.
Those who wants to know my new blog.
Leave me comment, then I'll decided.
Because I take a look at who it is first.
Thanks alot for the support.
Totally thankful.

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

I packed my room!
O.M.G
I packed for 4 hours~~~
And only half is done.
Too many things to pack and clean.
Didn't clean my room for quite long le, alot of dust.
Finally....
It's clean!
and neat too.
Yay!
Hopefully mummy can faster ask the people to renovate my floor.
Sucks manzx..
I need my new floor.
The one I'm currently having now is too messy and hard to manage.
-.-
Hopefully by this week, the floor would be done.
;)

Alright, gotta tidy my wardrobe later.
It's too pack.
-.-

I learnt... ...

I don't know what happened.
I read their blogs.
And one of it seems to be unhappy with me.

It's not that I don't want to work.
Is because I really really cannot tahan.
Do you know one minute feels like one hour?
This job is really noy suitable for me.
I would rather not earn any money than working this job.
Need to thank Bran for helping out.

Working isn't about together with friends.
It's about individuals.
Of course when you work together with friends, your time would pass faster.
But when you go out in the real society, it's not about working together with friends anymore.
Sometimes, people would definitely think of themselves first, this is the fact when you would come to realise when you're out in the society.
This is in fact what I came to realise from people around me.
Even small little request that I asked, would get rejected.
But when people asked me?
If I can do it, I agree.
It's stupid.
And yes, I should be more rational next time.
Shouldn't be that stupid anymore.

I learnt so many things.
When I was young, I never needed anyone.
And making love was just for fun
Those days are gone
Livin' alone

I think of all the friends I've known
When I dial the telephone, nobody's home

All by myself
Don't wanna be all by myself anymore.

Hard to be sure
Sometimes I feel so insecure
And loves so distant and obscure
Remains the cure

All by myself
Don't wanna be all by myself.
Anymore
All by myself
Don't wanna live all by myself.
Anymore
Ok, this is stupid.
I had been thinking too much.
I feel terrible now.
Physically and emotionally.
:'(

I thought he would have just a little, a very little feelings for me.
It had all been a wishful thinking of me.
I like him.
-.-
I shouldn't but I did.
Yes, I did.
But he didn't.
I could tell.

Thanks for everything Branson.
I wished everything would go back to normal.
but you're not employing me anymore.
I can't even see you.
I don't know where I got this courage to tell you that I like you.
But I did and I've done.
Everything that you said will be remembered.
After the first day you said to drink more water, I brought one whole big bottle for work.
hahaha.

I feel like crying, it's like the feeling of heartbreak.
I'm experiencing it again.
I swore that I wouldn't want to go through it again, but I am going through with it now.

You replied and said you treated me so nicely because you saw your old self in me.
You made it worse.
Thanks alot.

Somehow I can't help but to agree to what you said,
I should take care of my health, looks and all.
Be more rational and focus.
Alright, watch me...
Give me some time, and I will show it to you guys.

Tuesday, September 21, 2010

Keep asking me to do housework-.-
Angryyyyyyyyyy....
Arghhhhhhhhh.

I'm rotting at home...
And the process is just starting.
oh man.


How can I forget you when I used to fell so deep for you.
I'm still still still trying.
I tried to talk nicely to you, hoping you'll understand.
But you... ...
I have nothing more to say to you except 'Take Care'.
I don't know why till the end, I'm still being so nice.
But I had always wished for the best for you.
If you still continue drinking and smoking and all, you will be the one who is the loser, not me.
Even though I'm low-class and all, but at least I know I did nothing against my conscience.
Whatever you do, think of the consequences.
Y.O.U  S.U.C.K.
&
G.R.O.W  U.P.

Now that I don't have a job, I think too relaxing liao...
Don't know what to do.
Shall pack my house then.
BYEEEE
Da duh da duhhhhhh...
Presenting to you my new boss.
This was taken in NTUC.
Haha.
He's super nice and I can't thank him enough.
Went to meet him @ cck to have dinner.
Went BPP(Bukit Panjang Plaza) to eat @ Jack's place.
Alright, tell you guys a secret, it's my first time there.
So it's like O.M.G.
Thanks Bran.
And I'm like totally grateful for him to stock up for me with all those healthy food.
Thanks for everything you knowwwwwwwww....

You're the best employer I ever had in my life~~
Seriously.
And I believe you'll be very successful...
;)

Monday, September 20, 2010

I'm up early.
I feel like a body clock once again.
Waking up early.
SUcks ttm.

Alright.
Met up Branson, my future boss.
And a new friend of mine.
I  K.N.O.W  Y.O.U  W.I.L.L  B.E  R.E.A.D.I.N.G  T.H.I.S.
Haha!!!
Ate bar choh mee together and YES~ MUST THANK BRAN FOR PAYING FOR MY MEALS.
Totally grateful.
And had a chat with him.
I don't know why, he gives people a sense of security so it's like I can tell him anything and everything.
haha.
But I don't know why am I being chosen.
LOL.
I'm neither pretty nor talented.
And he must have alot of people replying to his advertisement because it's really a good job.
So why me?
Still don't get it you know.
THANK YOU THANK YOU & THANK YOU^^

Alright, the thought of work gives me goose bumps.
It's gonna be a horror manxz.
Sianzzzzzzzzz.
Okay lah, got to go and prepare le.
I take a long time de.

AND WHY IS MY HAIR NOT GROWING LONGER?